What is 2019 to me?

2019. How are we already here? It seems like only yesterday we was celebrating the end of 2017 

and beginning of a new year. The start of a new year is a lot of peoples chance for a clean slate,
and that's what I'm hoping this year is for me. Don't get me wrong nothing bad happened last year,
but I just want to make 2019 even better. I've thought hard about what my resolutions were going 

to be, but I couldn't really think of any, so instead I decided to choose 1 main thing to focus on 

and put all my effort into that. I chose myself.

This year is going to be the year of me. The year that I put myself first and work on making myself
happier. Since I struggle with anxiety and depression I really want to find that inner peace and
happiness that I know is there. I've already booked an appointment to get a facial and sort my skin 

out which I've been unhappy with for years. I've booked in for more tattoos, which I love and I'm
finally getting my hair done.

I'm not just going to work on my physical appearance but my mental health too. This year I want to
go back to therapy and talk about things more. I'm a very open person but I talking to a professional
makes you feel like you're not as crazy as you think! I want to go on coffee dates with my friends and
spend more time with my family. But no matter what happens this year I know that I can do it, but I
have to push myself. I'm the only one who can get myself to where I want to go.

What is 2019 to you?

Let me know in a comment below.

xoxo

Lea-Mai